I thought it was about time I brought this baby back to life. I have not posted since my drunk post-vegas post whilst in Cancun, I keep meaning to update but never really find the time, and I was not sure if it was worth it anymore, but I have decided, for anyone out there who actually cares, to attempt to reinsert some life into this 'blog' and will try and update at least once or twice a week and make it as interesting as possible....
A Slippery Slope
I have been playing online cash now just over a year, it seems like a lot longer, theres obviously been the ups and downs, and my perceptions and exceptions of the 'game' have varied immensely through the year. I have decided to write a review of my year on how I have developed and helping anyone understand the different stages in progressing as a better poker player, in my opinion anyway......
The Beginning
I started as a complete cash novice, and won from the start, as I understood poker well enough, I had managed to grind out some half decent money 4 tabling $33s on Party over the summer, but then my also poker playing friend, Protege, started playing shortstacked on £2/5 cash (£100 stack), and won around £1,000 in two days by just playing ABC V idiots, so I decided to give it a go........
When i started I played clever ABC poker, I knew my limitations and also played as a short stack. Before I knew it I playing the players I could beat and avoiding playing the better players, and making moves like jamming the serial button raisers with Ax and getting called by KQ etc, and I made a few k in the first 2 months not playing much.
Enlightenment
In the beginning I used to leave rather quickly after doubling/trebling up, but then I started staying on the tables and turning £100 into £800 in a few hour session on one of my tables was becomming pretty common occurence. I realised that I was in fact losing money by not buying in full stacked, so this is what I did........ I never looked back since I did that. I only played a few times a week, as I was busy in University (Leeds) and with other sport/social commitments, so I targetted to play every Friday night for around 8 hours and try and make a £1k a week catching all the 'fish' at the end of a week and after a night out. I learnt quickly and by May I was playing around 20-30 hours a week, whilst still at Uni and having an active life, and by the end of May I was around £40k up on the year, whilst having my first five figure profit month ever (shade over £20k in April).
The Inevitable Downswining
Exams were looming over me at the end of May/Early June but I wanted to make the rake for the WSOP ME on Betfair, so it was a a judgling act of poker/revision towards the end of the month, most of the revision balls were dropped though........
Exams over, and I was back to poker, then it started.......
I had a horrible few weeks, getting outdrawn, breaking even on the night, basically I just ran plain bad, but was still playing well..... -£8k later I was starting to tilt, but more so getting impatient to get back to my 'peak', I was obbessed with graphs and always wanting to be at my highest profit point, it was inevitable, I was going to blow up........
I started making marginal calls against poor opponents, thinking everyone was out to get me, and bluff me out of points. I thought playing lag was raising 74s utg, betting the flop of 722, getting called, and calling down thinking I was good only to be, obviously, showed 10s etc......I remember calling $1.4k into a $800 pot with A8 v an idiot on a 887510 board, when there was no way I was good, he obv had 10s. £4k down on the Friday, £4k down on the Saturday and the dream was fading, I lost confidence, was not concentrating, but all i wanted to do was get my money back and get back to 'peak' year profits...
Things can only get better....
A slight upswing came in the form of a 2:1 but then Vegas came, £10k went, but It was worth every penny, I can't wait to go back next year. I played my A game both in the Main Event and the $2k I played, and was very unlucky in both (bubbled in $2k) and AA v KK pre for big pot in main at end of day one...wp gg........
Played Bellagio $1k, and this could have been a turning point, 2nd chip leader big stack playing very aggro, as table were nits bar the chip leader....
One pot cost me a great chance of winning it, and is also the worst hand/weirdest i've played this year:
(Stacks/blinds might be slighlty off but this is the hand) I was raising around 1/3 hands, I made it 3.2k preflop with k4s (600/1200 blinds with ~60k stack) in mid position and its folded around to the nuts, literally mad, Frenchman chip leader (playing ~70k) who calls.... flop comes 5s6sJx, he checks, i bet 5k, he calls, pot is around 17k, turn comes 3x, giving me OESFD, he checks to me, i fire 10k, he calls.....River comes a 5, 5s6sjx3x5x board, he fires 6k into the ~38k pot, I know he has nothing so I raise it up to 30k, looking like I want to get paid, he jams after a few seconds, I have to fold even though its costing me like 12k to call, he stands up and turns over 108s for nothing but a worse flush draw and the sickest move ever, told you he was nuts..... I tilted after that, jammed every hand, some guy passed 88 face up to me when i jammed from SB into BB, even tho i was jamming every hand.....Got back to 30k or something, then bubbled when 19 left! (18 paid)....Joke lol.....
Anyway, back to the important Vegas related stuff:
Nights out were great, SR was great (in moderation), and met some great people, realised that most poker players were broke, and had the time of my life, wish I took more photos, well at least some, and updated this more for memories, oh well, lesson learnt......
Things didn't get better in Vegas btw :)......
Post-Vegas Blues
After going to London for the week, for hockey/mate's Birthday, I was back at home... I played a bit, but the internet was poor and kept cutting out when I was 4 tabling sixpacs, costing me a fortune.... I was losing £500 on days due to Internet, but still wanted to play... I eventually decided to have a break.....
Come the end of September, and my birthday (22), I decided to move back to Leeds as many of my mates were still there at Uni or working there...I had no internet till mid-October, but still tried to play in people's houses, on the University network etc. Results were bad, I managed to lose £5k on Six Pacs, mostly £3k in one night, just running sick...... Roll down to under £20k, but I was still confident.....
The Revolution
Got the net back in my new house in leeds and started playing again and in my mind I was now 'playing for a living' (I don't like calling myself a pro, as I feel I have to have done something big before deserving that title). The hungar for poker was back, and I had a great start. Singapore came and went, and was great fun, but no result there, got stack early and then got to aggressive against stations far too early, dissappointing. Lots of good stories from there, but not going to go into any in depth, went Singapore Gold Cup, out every night (bar before tourney), stayed in brilliant hotel etc etc, and was just good fun..........
Back from Singapore, and I was playing again, November passed with a healthy profit.
December has gone very well so far, playing brillaintly in cash and won $16k in the $100k guar on Boss other day, well over £20k up.
Lessons Learnt
1.
You don't have to play high to win big - I feel have I come along way over the past year. I have moved from the mindset that you should be moving up to play, to thinking that staying at $5/10 and 4 tabling that is fine for an income. Whilst I could undoubtably beat £10/20, albeit for no were near as great a bb/100 then $5/10 etc, and $25/50 (selectively) I really don't think its worth the stress and swingyness. I am happy playing in my comfort zone, and playing an aggressive game, willing to get it in with draws/pairs when I feel good etc, rather then turning into a station at £10/20 or higher. I might look into shortstacking $25/50+ in future months, but I am happy at the moment.
2.
Wasting money - In my mind, I have spent too much this year (probs £30k) just on going out etc. Its all ok in a while going out and spending a grand on a night out, but I think its a waste really. The amount of money i've spent on Cristal etc, which I don't really even like!, just because others are buying it, is pretty sick, I'd honestly rather give the money to charity or someone that needs it more, like my sister or something. You can sort of self-justify spending this money when you can earn that much in a night, but I still think its pretty sick and doesn't need to happen. Better off saving up and buying a car etc. I will still willingly get the rounds in with my uni mates etc though, but thats obviously much different........
3.
Having to play - You don't have to play everyday, bottom line, I was trying to play when tired/hungover to get back to were I was, in May/June, the fact is you don't have to play everyday and I should have just had a week off etc instead of trying to win as quickly as possible.
4.
Patience Live - I am badly influenced, naming no names (Hint: UAE), by friends that you have to play stupidly aggressively live to win, I f'ed up in Singapore, I had a stack early (3xstarting) and should have just play clever T-A, with moves ofc, but just went nuts and tried to run over the table on levels 4-6, stupid...... I double average and was no need to be mixing it up so early with 50bb or whatever, idiot....
5.
Don't mix games - Only a quick one, but I've found myself mixing Six-Pacs, Limit, an Mtt and a cash table at points this year, its rediculous. Your mind works better when concentrating on one thing, not 4 different discliplines at once. I've found myself jamming ATC in cash by accident etc as well when playing too many differently discliplined tables, 3 cash+mtt is ok, but anything else is stupid, in my opinion anyway...
And lastly the most important one I think:
6.
Worrying about money - It doesn't matter how much you are up/down in a day, my year should be seen as one long poker session (with obvious money management, but I am playing low enough, comperatively to my roll, for that to work itself out). During my downsing, I started playing stupid, not getting it in with the best hands, but calling with worse, get it in and worry later is my new motto! Basically the lesson learnt is just to play your A game, or C Game etc (its usually good enough!), and to worry about your daily profits etc, it doesn't matter if you lose £1.5k one day, but can win £5k the next 3 etc.... Just play good and let the money work itself out, it will! This is something I have to get into my head, I moan too much when losing £1k, even if I have won £5k over the past 3 days etc, stupid......
I'm sure there are a host of other things, but my greatest lesson learnt this year, is just the standard improvement at cash. I feel I have it well and truely smashed at the moment, and my A game, at online med-high cash, is as good as anyones. Something has clicked since October and I just keep improving all the time still I feel and am very confident about the coming year.....and with that in mind....
Targets for 2007 I don't really like targets, as you should just play well and things should work out, but some 'open' targets, in no particular order:
- Win 6 figures at online cash (Likely Rating: 85%...confident about this one)
- Cash for mid-5 figures in a live tournament (Likely Rating: 40%...not so confident, plus don't plan to play live too much)
- Improve Steadily throughout the year.....
- Don't tilt or chase or become impatient, things will work out!
- Get fit, I used to be quite the athlete, now I am losing it.....and need to turn it around in the New Year, its not like I don't have time!
- Cut down on HU sngs, they tilt me immensely for some reason when I run bad and get reraised when making plays etc, I take things too personally...
- Update this blog more!
- Keep stress to minimum, happy at $5/10nl making decent money, plus playing for living, so don't want £50k downswings at £10/20 plus +
- Take playing live more seriously.....it can seriously enhance your roll